After attending so many tuition classes and school lessons, I found that form 4 syllabuses are so hard. Chemistry, physic, biology, additional maths, Malay, Chinese, English...They're much tougher than the previous years.It got me stuck.
In order to get used to it, I need to put in a lot of effort...My friend is memorizing those subjects everyday and anytime beside me.That's so terrifying.I got so stressed! Oh my God... she's no idea how stressed I got now by seeing her like this.I have to know that no time must be wasted in this non-honey moon year. How much effort is enough? I don't know.But my standard is much lower than required...I gotta catch up. No matter in vocabulary, in basic knowledge, etc.
I decided not to online that often as I used to on previous years.I have to do better on time management. Hopefully I'll find an interest of job-to-be in the future during these 2 years.Hope that I'll do what I told myself.This post is written to motivate myself only.Apparently writing or speaking is much easier than acts. God bless me... and "GAMBATEH" TO MYSELF!!! ^^
