Taylor Swift - Back To December ( Lyrics On Screen )

This is really really nice...!!!

I ain't that kind of girl.

I ain't that kind of girl. Don't judge me in that way.Even if you do, it only shows no trust between our friendship. I'm indeed, very very disappointed from the point you said in that way. I don't hate anyone without any reasonable,rational, logical reason. I'm very sorry to say, no one really understands me besides my sis, Leng Kah Suen, Ng Wei Hui and Wong Ke Rong. At least I think they have trust in me. Do you? I doubt it.

I hate him because he'd stepped over my boundaries. I hate him touching me. I hate him pinching my fingers and toes with a hint of hilarious smile, pretending he didn't do it and look at it as if it's a normal act.He did it on purpose, don't say he didn't because he did it PURPOSELY. Is this what a male tutor should do? I know he might be doing it for fun, that other girls might be used to but I'm not. Not every girl does. Not every girl can accept this and adapt to this as a nature of life. ARE YOU A GIRL? DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW HARD THIS FEELING IS? If he is a zealous person, alright, he's too zealous.

He stalks on me. He's spying on my Facebook updates from time to time. Alright. It's more than what I can accept. Why does he spy on my family and what it has to do with him? It sounds ridiculous but I'm very sensitive and protective on any matter that has to do with my family members.

Perhaps to some of you, he's a friendly and a kind teacher and I'm the ridiculous, rude student who overreact with what he has done. I spoke gruffly and I got off once the class was dismissed.

Who knows how scared I am? Who knows how insecure I am feeling from time to time? Don't judge me because you don't know me well. You ain't a girl and you won't know how does it feel and how it is to feel insecure about any hidden danger. You'll never know it, so keep your tremendous, long-winded ,marvelous, terrific justification under your hat. Just keep it under your hat. You ain't an Emotion Quotient master and so do I. Everyone has his own destiny and way to go, so why don't you just let it go? You don't have to right to judge me, at least before you show any maturity in you. I ain't that childish and irrational as you've thought. Keep it under your hat and that will do. Thanks a lot. :)

kah suen's birthday celebration (unrevealed edition)

刘力扬 - 眼泪笑了 MV

很有穿透力...

birthday celebration with shu wei and hui ting (30/10)

Shu wei waiting for the food

The rose tea which is so unique~

Spaghetti with all vege~

Hui Ting and I hang out on the next day~

Thank you so much for the celebration and present.I love it. :)

♥~

16th birthday celebration with some good pals (day 2)

31st of October!!! our sweet memories laden in mind.

Thank you girls for being for actively involved.=)

Dear kah suen and ann nie :D

me and kah suen ♥

It's indeed a great birthday celebration.Thank you so much for bringing so much happiness to me, friends :D.I hope that we can hang out more often and have fun together... how good if money is not matter... Thank you for not complaining about the money matter and being so happy and involved. It meant so much to me...

It is my first time singing karaoke with this big party of friends.I'm sorry for having you left out... Cheryl..:( I promise that there'll be next time which we'll spend time having fun together...=)

For those absentees, it's fine with me... as there're some particular reasons that you all weren't joining...as long as there's sincerity, it's more than enough... :))

Presents. Actually I've owned quite amount of things... and I feel sorry when you all spend much on me... Next time no need to spend so much on me lak. A simple birthday card will do.=] Anyhow, I'm really thankful for what you all have done for me and I really appreciate it.

Photos fade, but memories don't. I hope that our friendship will last forever... at least I've found out that there're friends who will be consoling and comforting me when I'm down and when I'm lost.Thank you so much for being so supportive and lovely!

I hope that our friendship is meant to be forever! :D THANK YOU SO MUCH! I LOVE YOU ALL! ♥~

jason mraz - mr.curiosity

I seriously love this song!

simple birthday celebration with my dearest dad and mum.=)

---my birthday cake :DD






















--- Dad imitating me...

--- cutting the cake





















--- the cake and I.


Simple,yet, it's a memorable one. :)

My beloved grandma's and sis's birthdays celebration =)

Birthdays celebration at my grandma's house in KL~

We arrived in time to meet my eldest sis before she went back to Singapore.:) She's still that pretty.
Had a long talk with my second elder sister on the way to her church and in the middle of the night. I'm really proud that I have two sweet and nice sisters ;)

I V-CAMed the song session but unfortunately, my skill was bad enough to make me refuse to post it up here.Somehow it's so sweet and nice.=)

Everyone enjoyed eating cakesss.yup.Two big and different-flavoured cakessss.yummm
Both were nice but most preferred Mimi Aunty's :)

















Fruity Chocolate cake made by Mimi Aunty :D

Their facial expressions reflected how happy they were =]

look at those layers of strawberries and the whipped cream... X.X yummy~

Grandma was doing the gardening stuff

Last pic I snapped on my grandma before we went off.

A visit to the cemeteries.

清明时节雨纷纷，
路上行人欲断魂。
借问酒家何处有，
牧童遥指杏花村。

-- 《清明》杜牧--

Early in the morning, my mum and dad woke me up to visit the cemeteries. I was delighted by my mum for my breakfast was a meal from the Mc. Donald's. After eating my meal heartily, we began our journey to the cemeteries.

Soon, we reached at the cemetery where my grandfather's graveyard is located. After removing the weeds and thorny plants, we began to mourn. Perspiration kept dripping down my entire body.I could feel my skin sticky, my epidermis was full of sweat.We packed the things up after we had done mourning and burning those items required.

Later at 10.35 am, we reached at another cemetery, where my great grandmother's graveyard is located. We cleaned it and mourned as quick as we could as we were troubled and frustrated with those irritating mosquitoes.I regretted so much for not bringing my mosuitoes repellent.Finally it's over.

We bought ourselves 3 packets of coconut drinks and were soon refreshed by the cold drinks.Mourning is indeed a tiring and exhausting task but it's a good deed to show our respects to our great grand ancestors.

Attica

Finally finished reading on the book, Attica. I'd bought it since I was a first former but I didn't really take a proper reading on it. About days ago, I encouraged myself to read this book from cover to cover.Yup, finally I did it.



This book is totally awesome! Although I have some difficulties on reading it ( as my English standard is not good enough to understand those exotic word and appropriate adjectives and adverbs to get an exact image or view on the story line), it's yet so fascinating, so interesting, so well written!



Once I'm into the rising part, I found myself so obsessed and so into the story line, so astonished about what will happen next and so anxious that I wouldn't want to put it down.



About the story :

Three children, Alex, Chloe and Jordy were up to their new moved-in house's attic to search for Mr Grantham's pocket watch, which was a gift from his ex-girlfriend during the war time.Away from their own house's attic, they entered into a strange world, namely Attica.



Lots of encounters were ahead which brought close deaths to three of them. In spite of the difficulties, they were determined to support each others and seek for the pocket watch.About halfway of their adventure, they're spilt out with Jordy.

Regardless the fear and dangers that came to them in every new encounter, Chloe and Alex were forced to be strong-spirited in order to fight for their lifes.Without realising the changes occured in them, they managed to pass through dangers ahead with narrow escapes.Many advice was given by the board-combers and his companion throughout their adventure. They were lucky to have the protections and helps from the board-comber who still had humanity in him although he was reluctant to admit it.

Jordy finally met up with his brother and sister,with the help of the kind bortrekker.


They were taught to travel in the right direction and finally they found the way back to their home.To Chloe's despair, Alex was reluctant to go back to their home with them, with the reason that he wanted to be a bortrekker himself. Soon they were off by using the hangglider, just a narrow escape from the Removal Firm and on their way home. Jordy fell in love with an athletic girl he saw on their halfway home but he kept going for their sakes.



Alex sailed along the wide ocean-like water to the other side of the shore to seek for Mr Grantham's watch. He found Amanda, who was also a board-comber who collects pocket watches. She became his good companion and after having some conversations with her, Alex soon realized that he actually wanted to be with his family and had decided to go back to his home.



Before he went back, he managed to stop the man-built bomb from exploding, which'll cause destruction to the world of Attica. Without Alex's acknowledgement, Amanda gave the pocket watch as a gift to him before he went back to his house.



Chloe and Jordy were so glad to have him back at home and was proud of their brother's well-did. Mr Grantham was glad to get back his pocket watch and was dead after 7 months of their return at home. This story ended with a happy ending, as they had learned to living harmonically with their beloved and cherished family.



I sincerely recommend book fonder to take a read on this book.You might find it interesting and mind-fulfilling. Trust me, you won't ever regret of  reading this book.:)

A new start point.

After attending the " Change my world concert " and my sis's church, I've a new thought about my perspectives and life.Perhaps everything that troubled me is a consequence of what that plays in my mind.

I realised that my life needs a change, which is a changing point to having a better life. I read only 2 novels during the short term of school holidays. I'd finally finished my reading on 《红楼梦〉,a well-known Chinese literature which is in fact a pathetic story, not my favourite type of story line but yet interesting and is well written.

I'm yet so immature, impulsive and childish.What a "finally" to knowing my weakness and imperfection. Before I criticise on others, I shall see my reflection, but, it'll slip off my mind at any time. Over-confidence is an instant killer of my self-improvement, followed by my pessimistically-built mind.

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last thing to be announced,

I've got a new hair cut, which is extremely short.

living my live happily, in spite of what happens.

My best friend is studying hard for exam. Wondering why am I still enjoying my life and took my time for some entertainments. It's good to have some entertainments in spite of the tensioned school life. Thanks to my sis for giving such an advice.=) I'm feeling happier by living my life like a person.

My friend didn't seem to be in despair, even though she's studying so hard. ( Maybe she enjoys studying more than I do, I guess so.) Gambateh for you and don't be so pressurized ya.=)

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lets see what's on tomorrow.

After attending chemistry tuition class, I'll have to go to Shu Wei's house for a ride to her church. She said that there will be a brief speech on the concert that will be held on 14Th of March.
Hopefully tomorrow will be a lovely day. =]

I was supposed to be studying today but I've been enjoying myself with anything I want to do today. Oops.I'm run out of time. Shall be studying tomorrow...ahem.. MUST be studying tomorrow.-_-''l..
less than a fortnight to go.

宫心计

Images shown above are some of the photos of the movie: 宫心计 (http://images.google.com.my/imghp?ie=UTF-8&hl=en&tab=wi)

I had been watching the episodes of this movie and I found them very interesting and nice.=]

form 4 isn't an easy form...

After attending so many tuition classes and school lessons, I found that form 4 syllabuses are so hard. Chemistry, physic, biology, additional maths, Malay, Chinese, English...They're much tougher than the previous years.It got me stuck.

In order to get used to it, I need to put in a lot of effort...My friend is memorizing those subjects everyday and anytime beside me.That's so terrifying.I got so stressed! Oh my God... she's no idea how stressed I got now by seeing her like this.I have to know that no time must be wasted in this non-honey moon year. How much effort is enough? I don't know.But my standard is much lower than required...I gotta catch up. No matter in vocabulary, in basic knowledge, etc.

I decided not to online that often as I used to on previous years.I have to do better on time management. Hopefully I'll find an interest of job-to-be in the future during these 2 years.Hope that I'll do what I told myself.This post is written to motivate myself only.Apparently writing or speaking is much easier than acts. God bless me... and "GAMBATEH" TO MYSELF!!! ^^

The new journey begins...=)

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Physic lesson at Alpha Omega Tuition Centre
I couldn't really suit myself into the new lesson.It was complicated and mistakes can be done at any time... Hope that I'll master it very soon...☺

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Consulted one of my friends today.Felt so happy for helping her out.:D
hahaa.Know how to consult others,but don't know how to consult myself by using the same way huh?...
Yea, I shall be more optimistic...like others.☺☻

hope to learn more in this new year... I love you girls. ♥