Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Thursday, November 11, 2010

I ain't that kind of girl.


I ain't that kind of girl. Don't judge me in that way.Even if you do, it only shows no trust between our friendship. I'm indeed, very very disappointed from the point you said in that way. I don't hate anyone without any reasonable,rational, logical reason. I'm very sorry to say, no one really understands me besides my sis, Leng Kah Suen, Ng Wei Hui and Wong Ke Rong. At least I think they have trust in me. Do you? I doubt it.

I hate him because he'd stepped over my boundaries. I hate him touching me. I hate him pinching my fingers and toes with a hint of hilarious smile, pretending he didn't do it and look at it as if it's a normal act.He did it on purpose, don't say he didn't because he did it PURPOSELY. Is this what a male tutor should do? I know he might be doing it for fun, that other girls might be used to but I'm not. Not every girl does. Not every girl can accept this and adapt to this as a nature of life. ARE YOU A GIRL? DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW HARD THIS FEELING IS? If he is a zealous person, alright, he's too zealous.

He stalks on me. He's spying on my Facebook updates from time to time. Alright. It's more than what I can accept. Why does he spy on my family and what it has to do with him? It sounds ridiculous but I'm very sensitive and protective on any matter that has to do with my family members.

Perhaps to some of you, he's a friendly and a kind teacher and I'm the ridiculous, rude student who overreact with what he has done. I spoke gruffly and I got off once the class was dismissed.

Who knows how scared I am? Who knows how insecure I am feeling from time to time? Don't judge me because you don't know me well. You ain't a girl and you won't know how does it feel and how it is to feel insecure about any hidden danger. You'll never know it, so keep your tremendous, long-winded ,marvelous, terrific justification under your hat. Just keep it under your hat. You ain't an Emotion Quotient master and so do I. Everyone has his own destiny and way to go, so why don't you just let it go? You don't have to right to judge me, at least before you show any maturity in you. I ain't that childish and irrational as you've thought. Keep it under your hat and that will do. Thanks a lot. :)

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Monday, November 1, 2010

birthday celebration with shu wei and hui ting (30/10)





















Shu wei waiting for the food





















The rose tea which is so unique~









































Spaghetti with all vege~




Hui Ting and I hang out on the next day~


Thank you so much for the celebration and present.I love it. :)
♥~

16th birthday celebration with some good pals (day 2)




















31st of October!!! our sweet memories laden in mind.





















Thank you girls for being for actively involved.=)





















Dear kah suen and ann nie :D


me and kah suen ♥
It's indeed a great birthday celebration.Thank you so much for bringing so much happiness to me, friends :D.I hope that we can hang out more often and have fun together... how good if money is not matter... Thank you for not complaining about the money matter and being so happy and involved. It meant so much to me...
It is my first time singing karaoke with this big party of friends.I'm sorry for having you left out... Cheryl..:( I promise that there'll be next time which we'll spend time having fun together...=)
For those absentees, it's fine with me... as there're some particular reasons that you all weren't joining...as long as there's sincerity, it's more than enough... :))
Presents. Actually I've owned quite amount of things... and I feel sorry when you all spend much on me... Next time no need to spend so much on me lak. A simple birthday card will do.=] Anyhow, I'm really thankful for what you all have done for me and I really appreciate it.
Photos fade, but memories don't. I hope that our friendship will last forever... at least I've found out that there're friends who will be consoling and comforting me when I'm down and when I'm lost.Thank you so much for being so supportive and lovely!
I hope that our friendship is meant to be forever! :D THANK YOU SO MUCH! I LOVE YOU ALL! ♥~