Tuesday, July 31, 2012

random words to self

Listen, you will never please everyone. There are people who love to judge, sometimes reasonably but sometimes not. You are unique the way you are and because you are who you are. Don't get emotionally attached to any labels that people intend to put on you. Look clearly, think, you do what you think that is morally right, so why bother about those labels? Why even bother?Not that those are even worthy to ruin your day, why waste a beautiful day when it can be so much nicer if you detach those labels off you?


Listen, I want you to learn to love yourself more each day, and stop abusing yourself with unnecessary mythic labels. Do what that you think is morally right, religiously right. Now, face the remaining time of the day and smile at it. :) 

Monday, July 30, 2012

:)

stay strong, please.Stay strong. God is watching after you. He's probably saying "gambateh" to you. It's just a small challenge in life. You can do this, gambateh. Let's conquer the tests!

Saturday, July 28, 2012

enjoyed the church service today :)

Monday, July 23, 2012

21.07.2012

To come into presence of God:

1) have gratitude
2) honour Him

#By honouring someone, the relationship will be strengthened; stop honouring people will cause a relationship to deteriorate.

#Honour your parents.
  • stop honouring them--> life starts to go wrong. ( and you may not be able to see the connection of the consequences and the cause)
  • in honouring your parents, you are honouring God.
  • dishonour someone = put little value on them.
  • never despise your parents.You will invite unwanted spirits into your life.
  • honour them by treating them well, giving them credits and acknowledge gratitude to them.
  •  Honour your parents will bring wealth to you.

#Don't judge others.You will get the curse as it strikes back at you in your life.
  • When injustice occurs in your life, you decide how you'll choose to react to it, to release forgiveness or to keep resentment and bitterness in your life.
  •  Don't ever judge.
#Don't use your terrific background as an excuse not to follow and dishonour people in life, don't turn against the destiny God designed for you.
  •  Don't blame your past as you will end up suffocating in it. It is your choice to release forgiveness, to lift up grace and not to judge.
  •  Free your heart of bitterness.
# Choose to appreciate people.
# Extend grace in life.

# Thank God for putting people in your life no matter how bad you got treated.


:)

I want to walk out of depression. I want to live a better, happier life. I want to show my smile to the whole world again, sincerely and truly.like this :D. I want to stop all the self-deceptions that I have on myself. I want back the happy me.:) I need to meditate myself constantly, by being thankful for everything that I have, for being so blessed. I need much more time to be back on track but I believe that I'll get better over time. :)

Sunday, July 22, 2012

"Life is not as complicated as what you think. Life is actually simple."


Yeah, you're right. I've viewed it in a much complicated way. Thank you sis for being so caring and listened to me. Thank God for not giving up on me and trying to rescue me from being misguided any further..:)

Friday, July 13, 2012



mum, finally I succeed! :)

Thursday, July 5, 2012

22.06.2012

doubtlessly it's from my mum :)



entered an old stationary shop back in hometown, a cat was sleeping   :P

best laksa in the whole world.

announcing that it's from Gunung Rapat, Ipoh.
got my hair cut.

the ponytail that I've always loved.


21.06.2012

ABC soup by mum ;)

2nd attempt to make pancakes.

Alright. This was the day that I received my result. I prayed and prayed before I actually saw the result. I really want to thank God for answering my prayer, granting my wish to get D for Chemistry and English, although I don't deserve it. Good news: 3 D & 2 HD. Thank you so much God. I've promised that I'll work even harder on the next sem. :) and so I will.

Thank you Huey Huey Jie Jie and Ian gor gor for being supportive, who encouraged me during my revision, and for tolerating with my lack of independence and stupidity most of the time.

20.06.2012

green bean soup by mum :')

fav tauge by mum :)