Just realised how weak I am during these days. I thought I`ve got rid of those negative thoughts...but in fact, nope.I need to regain my confidence but I don`t know how.During these days, I`m just trapped in my home and couldn`t go anywhere except for attending tuition classes and schooling.Wondering when will h1n1 virus get lost.
Not nice to admit but I`m really too much in pessimistic.Something can influence me that much and just imagine how can I spend the rest of the day in this condition.I`m kind of losing myself.I`m thinking a lot of things in negative ways and it is draining of me. I`m feeling inferior again and again.I think I know why but... I really dislike myself in this way, so pessimistic and so depressed.
I hope that I can get rid of this very soon... I don`t want to live in the midst of depression and suffocation. That`s just enough. I need to wake myself up and play my part in my life.
Best of luck.
"Gambateh"
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