victory :D

Finally, on my own birthday.^^ PTL

new verse learnt today

2 Timothy 1:7

For God has not given us the spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.

加油 :)

Rainy season :)

Rain has been pouring for a few days recently, be it drizzle or heavy rain. I personally love rainy days more, it simply connects my mind better and inspires me. 

"That satisfying moment when you stare blankly into any scene with the pouring rain - it's just so beautiful."

It is when the rain pours, I can slow my pace down, stop for a while and think nothing but admiring the beauty of life. You'll feel cold, but you'll start to appreciate that bit of warmth you get, cherish that moment of taking a simple hot beverage, be it milo or coffee or tea, anything that warms you up. :)

I'd love to walk in the rain and play around like a child. I may get sick, but putting aside the fact that rain that pours nowadays are all acid rain, it is still so beautiful. ♥

random post

Grabbed something for my friend's birthday today and finally got myself a laptop sleeve as well. 
As I walked into Popular bookstore, I was immediately being intrigued by some novels there. T_T
They reminded me of the piles of untouched novels that I have, urging me to pick up one of them and read. I have that pile of well-written novels laying there, waiting for me to read them but I just don't have the time. Once I started off reading a novel, it'll be hard for me to pause and stop reading it. Hmm, especially at such hectic season like this. I should concentrate on my studies right now, for my own sake. ~_~

Dreamed about my parents yesterday. I get so homesick during these days, that all I want is to cook on my own and eat. Yeah, recently food became what I use to pamper myself. (=w=)V   that's how I gained weight. T-T 

Life, such an uncertain thing. I wonder how'll my life be next. Studying about evolution of life and stuff alerts me of how fragile life is. I never know how long I can live, so I'll just enjoy the process of doing everything as much as I can. Time to sign off and continue with studies. Haha gambateh!!! ^^

Life

Living in such a fast-paced world, I barely have time to take a break and breath. However, it is by living such a hectic life, I started to realize how simple things can be so satisfying, even though how tiny it appears to be. I used to think that I'm not living a contented life, I used to think that why I am living such a lifeless life. I used to hate myself for being a nerd. Now, I want to say, I'm living my best life. Yea, if this life were to be a graph, it's not a linear graph. This life I'm living in, is filled with ups and downs, and some unwanted outliers.  Because life itself, cannot be fully incorporated into formulas.It is dependent, and is not constant. This life, is filled with surprises, happiness, disappointments, resentment, etc.These, are what that make up life.

I saw this quote from the novel that my friend has written, " when we were young, happiness can be obtained so simply; As we grow up, the simple things are those that make up happiness." Indeed, the simplest things that can be obtained become what that brightens up my day. For example, having time to sleep. Having said that, yea, I have a-night time to sleep this week - today. 

However, I love the way I work hard for what I have passion about. I love the way I never give up until the very last moment. Until today, I still can say that I've tried out my best during every test and every assignment in hand, out of the resources and time available. Challenges can appear in no time out of the blue, slam at your face and leave you bruised. Sometimes you get so fed up with life you just want to break down and cry, but after crying, you stand up, stay strong and brave yourself to face the next few battles. Life isn't always predictable, you'll never know what will happen next and you're not always on the winning side. No matter how well prepared you are and how much effort you've put into sth, it still can go wrong. This is because it's not only by effort you win a battle, it requires God's blessing and that bit of luck. Life changes you, moulds you, and shapes you into someone so different with the previous you, but that, is still you. 

I'm an ordinary person who will love to live a simpler life. I love reading novels, indulging myself in the twists of words and metaphors, singing freely and learn to play ukulele. I love to draw and sometimes, i just have that urge to sketch and to paint. However, all these are time consuming, and time is what that i'm lack of. Things that are of more urgent are always being prioritized, yet, i can't complain anything about it. All these i'm in, are what that make up the beautiful mess I'm living in. Life - it's never easy, never constant.It is a nice blend of pleasant and unpleasant events,it is wonderfully made. :)

Time flies. Doesn't it? I love this pre-u life that i'm living in, and i'm so scared of the uncertain future ahead. Only 3 weeks are left, and I'm going to live the best out of it. :) After this, i'll have so much time to do whatever that i wish to be doing right now, that it will frighten me. Time, if you hear me, please move that much slower, let me cherish every bit of you and live out my best life. :)

因为活在一个太过复杂的世界，所以喜欢的东西变得很简单

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[1-4] :'虽然煮的没有妈妈煮的那么好吃，但是有时候，就只想找回属于家的味道。=)'

大姐煮的面，显然比我煮的好吃^.^

ee won 请我吃的 ice-cream ☺

the loveliest thing that brightened up my whole day :)

spaghetti by eunice during cell group :D

jello by Eunice too :)

red bean soup from lam yong ♥ :)