keep going

I'm sorry for appearing stressful, but I have to constantly remind myself of the mistake that I've done, for taking exams for granted and got it ruined. Chemistry is the subject that I love the most, yet I ruined it. Now Biology paper is coming up, and I know, this time, no matter what, I gonna do my very best. I have to make sure that I will complete my revision on those, especially major topics. I can't afford to get it ruined. I know life isn't all about exam but, scoring well and performing the best that I can during exams has become a habit. I've been practising this habit since young. I can't forgive myself if I take exam easy and allow my grades to drop. I'm so used to scoring well in exams, I'm so used to scoring my favourite subjects with flying colours.I gonna try my best for this bio paper, I'm not going to do the same mistake that I've done. Allow me to keep going on... I'll be normal right after exam. For now, allow me to be a study nerd.