Sem break begins.

back in my hometown, Ipoh. Hmm, this is the town that I've lived in for 17 years. Some of things still look the same :) some of the things still look familiar to you, that you feel like crying just by looking at it. I am supposed to be enjoying the relaxing moment here, but, I don't know. Some of the things that happened in kl keep on haunting my mind. That sense of... regret? or anxiousness that I have for doing so badly in my final exam, specifically for chemistry. I love chemistry so much but I feel scared knowing that I don't comprehend much of the things taught in the previous sem. I still can't believe that I've left about 10+ questions blank during my final. Not to mention how badly I've done in my English test, the thought of how badly I've done in my Chemistry test just kill me. It feels...so scary.


This 2 to 3 weeks, I want to learn a lot of things, but I won't be mentioning all of them here. I want a change in my life. I want to be a better person. I want to do some research on the topics that I didn't manage to master last semester. I want no more regret, no more worries in my mind. Alright, I set my mind on science career now. I love Chemistry and I can't move on like this. Opportunities don't come chasing after you, it's always the other way round. So, yeah, I'm going to confront my every single weakness during this sem break. At the same time, I have a lot of things to catch up with, and some responsibilities that I must carry with me. Let's hope that I can balance up my life well during this whole week. Get a change. Tomorrow onwards, I must sleep before 1am. I'm sorry I didn't do as what I said last time that I want to sleep early. Now, the punishment comes. Another few books to be read, for my own good. 


Plan for tomorrow :


# clean up the house
# learn some new chords for ukulele
# start reading "Purpose Driven Life" 
  *Any spare time, do some research on Atomic Absorption Spectroscopy.
# cut down online time. < 3 times of visiting twitter & facebook.


Deadline for the plan: 13.6.2012




Rewards:
# play the sims 
# watch Taiwan drama series