so blessed ☺

Yesterday, Malaysian studies exam was held, and this signified the end of the struggles with history facts. :D 


Just like usual, Ian gor gor fetched me from college, and he said that he wanted to get something first. So off we went, and suddenly he stopped somewhere in front of Amplitude Music Shop. He said "Lets go to Jonathan's shop!" I was curious why he brought me there and I just forgot about it. Then, when we entered the shop, he said that we're going to get an ukulele... O.O I was shocked. 


Thank you so much, really :) Thank you Ian gor gor for helping me to get train ticket and thank you Ian gor gor and Huey Huey Jie Jie for buying the ukulele for me.. I owe both of you a lot. I shall never forget how both of you have blessed me and been so generous to me. I dunno what to say, and I usually find it hard to express in words... THANK YOU so much! :D


and to Jon and Ian gor gor, sorry for taking so much time on deciding between the white ukulele and wood-textured ukulele. I liked the white one and it's like love at the first sight. It's like something that I'll long for since I was still very young. That desire to own a white musical instrument has been within me for so many years. Yet, when I hold it, I dunno, I had that sense of insecurity. I really like it and it looks really lovely, but I feel insecure holding it. How to say, I think I can't really protect it well, I can't really preserve its whiteness over a long period of time. I would have to ensure that my hands are clean before I lay my hands on it. I have to be careful all the time, even more careful than taking care of my phone. My phone is purely white in colour and I wipe it everyday using cotton buds. Everyday. It's cleanable as its surface is smooth compensated plastic surface. As for ukulele, its white surface is not cleanable. 


When I hold the brown wood-textured ukulele, I feel the sense of security. I feel like I can be totally carefree and I'll be playing it all the time. After considering for quite some time, I chose the brown one. Until now, I've never been regret. It's so beautiful and I think over time, I just love it more and more. I realized, what I feel when I hold it means so much more than what I feel when I see it physically. Something more, it does look nice physically too. :)


I promise that I won't ever give up on ukulele and I'll learn how to play it well. ;)