7.1.2013

I've never felt so alive before. Today has been a really tiring day, yet the satisfaction can't be described merely by words. I feel so happy working hard for my future, I feel so happy finding direction in my life again, I feel so, so, so relieved. I feel so happy doing everything on my own, I feel so happy doing things not under instructions anymore. Yes, people comment, people judge, people criticize but who cares anymore? This is my own life that I'm living, and other people's comments should only be advice and not instructions. After so long, I finally feel happy again! yay!!! :D :D :D

Sis, thank you for sharing thoughts yesterday, thank you for the advice you've given, thank you for being so caring and thank you for daring yourself to open up my mind in the midst of everything. Thank you for knowing me so well :D I LOVE YOU !!! ^^ I may be a terrible younger sister but you surely are an awesome elder sis ♥

After reaching lrt station and waiting for the free shuttle bus for like half an hour, the shuttle bus finally arrived, but people were competing and cutting the queue just to get on board. So at last I missed the ride as the bus was fully occupied. However, Thank God for that. I waited for another 30 - 45 minutes for U89 - alternative ride to get to my grandma's house. As I was waiting for U89, a pregnant lady with an elderly woman approached me, asking me which bus they should get on to go to One Utama. I'm glad that I was able to help and got them onto a free shuttle bus to One Utama. The happiness of being able to help is superb. The wait was so worth it because if I hadn't missed the bus, I wouldn't be able to help. Happy happy happy!!! ahahaha XD

Ya, I want to get into medical line, because simple act of helping and assisting people is an act of love, and I want to love people more. I am unsociable, impatient and there're a lot of things yet for me to learn. One day, I'll be a really tough man, I'll be strong enough to take care of myself and also other people. This is not going to be easy and there'll be even more struggles in future, yet I'll persevere through and I'll grow to be stronger and better. :) Everything has just begun. wee~