Break

 I urged myself to learn so much things that I forgot how to entertain myself.

Until I started laughing and crying so hard while I watched drama yesterday, I didn't notice a life that I've missed. It feels great to laugh and cry heartily, to unleash emotions that I've been holding on to myself. I've been too harsh on myself,and I guess it makes people around me stressful as well. I'm sorry.

lxh, just wake up and stop overwhelming yourself.I just want you to be happy.You can't bring joy to the world if you do not learn the way to rejoice in it. Smile :) cry heartily when you're sad ; laugh your childish laughs again. Be yourself, don't rush, don't urge. Let everything grows gradually.